For a doing it. Please call me as soon as you get in and we're having a major raises the right place came so I'm addresses. We're supposed to be less. Thank you, center. I don't think I need to get a break. It's a perfectly Hi All, Now right, my wedding ring back. Call me. I can. I'm gonna try.

I'm going, I'm going to the hospital because [crying]. I'm going to the hospital, and you don't fucking care. You gotta fuckin' prove a point. And I hope you're fuckin' happy. I'm …

Hey, Mark, you know. I just want to tell you. I've never been like this before. So I don't think it's all me. I think you're kind of helping it along. And I'm gonna call my mother soon. And I know she's sleeping and she's sick. And it's 11:23. And I'm gonna ask her to call you, because I keep telling you that you're gonna take care of me. And I don't want to do that. I don't have anybody else here. So can you please call me back. How can you be so cold to me. Even if we fight? I have told you I loved you more than anything. Anything in this world. And I just need a friend right now.

Well, you know. I just don't understand how you could be so mean, but I guess if you could be this mean right now, you'll be even worse if we were ever to be married. And it's a good thing I'm learning this now. Cause you sure don't have any soft spot in your heart. You know what, unless it's your way. And I can honestly say, I don't hate a lot of people, but I hate you. Because, you know what, you've tortured me, and you've made me feel like shit, and you've said it verbally. You know I never professed to be perfect, Mark, but you know what I would never tell you that I don't want to be with you. I would never do things without you and run away and tell you I don't feel the same way anymore and I don't care. And you know what, you've pretty much done all. So I guess this is what you wanted. I guess, you wanted me to hate you, so you've made it pretty easy. And you were the one person that I had here that I really truly thought cared about me. But what I've learned recently is very conditional. It's all conditional with you. You know what, and, unless I'm the perfect girlfriend, you've got a problem with it. And I hate you for it, because you've tortured me. And I've told you all along, that the only thing that I wanted to do was work this out and I knew I was wrong. But, you know what, I guess you've got a problem with the fact that, you know, that I would want you to admit that you're wrong. I don't even know what the fuck I'm saying. I don't even know what I'm wasting my breath on you. Someone who doesn't give a flying shit about me. So, you know what, I hope this is how you wanted this to end up. Pretty good scene, isn't it. Take care.

I just want to tell you. You know what, I'm fine. Don't worry about me. You obviously haven't been. So you go live your life. I'll be fine and I'm out of here in a big way. Like out of here. Okay? Goodbye.

Hi. Yes, I'm making yet another phone call. It's pretty hard to say things, you know, over the voicemail, when I don't have you on the other end. But, you want black and white. And this is pretty black and white. I need to hear from you. I need to have, I need to know that you care that much about me that you're gonna be there for me, and that you're concerned, and that you want to work this out, all of the above. And what I will assume by you not calling is that you don't care and that you don't want to work this out and you know what, you don't care if I leave. Because I gotta do something before I end up killing myself. My health is in jeopardy here, I'm sure you're aware of that. I guess what I'm saying, black or white, is I wanna hear from you tonight, soon. Not at 1 in the morning when you're done at the bars. But now, cause I know you're checking your voicemail. I wanna hear if you have any care, any ounce of concern in your body for me. And if you do, if you want to be with me, and I'll say it again, I wanna be with you. But, there's a big big fucking mountain to climb to do that. The way I feel right now. And I feel like the only person I feel like cared for me here isn't there. So I can't say here anymore. And you're not exactly the easiest person to be with. You think I'm such a pain, you're not real easy either. So if you can call me, or better yet, if you an stop by and show me that you want to be with me, and you're that concerned. And we can put all this behind us, then I can do that. But I can't keep doing that. But I need to know. Cause I can't go on like this. So please, be fair to me. And if you choose to not do that, don't call me anymore. Because I can't handle it. And don't call to ask me how I'm doing. And don't call to ask me about stupid things. Call me tonight or come over. Come over, yeah. Cause I can't get to you all the time. And show me that you want to be with me. And if you don't, I will know. And I'm dead serious about this, Mark. So the ball's in your court, and you decide what you want, and it pretty much sounds like you've made up your mind already. I just hope that you know. Cause I'm not playing games. I'm done. I can't keep going on like this.

So you won. Not only have you ruined my day, but you've ruined my night. Cause I'm too upset to even think about going out to have fun. Fun. I want to be with you and I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me. So yeah, it would be a real good time out tonight. So, anyway, I know that I gotta move on. And I'm going to. And mark my words, if I don't hear from you shortly, I'm moving on. Because I'm not gonna play this game tomorrow. And I know I keep saying that, and I know I keep calling you back, but it's fucking draining mark, and I'm tired of it. And I chased after you once again, all fucking day and all fucking night. So, you know what, have fun with your fucking stubbornness. And you know what, I hope the next fucking woman you date, or girl maybe I should say, puts up with your stubbornness, because I can't deal with it. I've given you everything. I've said to you every possible thing that I could say, I basically came crawling back. Even though, you know what, it's not only my fault, it's us. And uh, you know what, you continue to fuckin' torture me, and uh, I just hope that you're really having a good time. And I know you're probably not, so, whatever. I hope you got what you wanted from all this, because, uh, it's just fuckin' sad. So, um, I'm moving on. I'm going to bed and I'm certainly moving on tomorrow morning. Goodbye.

Hey Missy, it's Troy, gimme a ring, it's 10 o'clock in the morning on Monday the 1st (XXX) XXX-XXXX (XXX) XXX-XXXX Thanks.

You know, I'm just pressed to even assume … I'm assuming you don't give a shit about me. And I'm assuming that since you're not taking my calls anymore and I hurt myself and you don't give a flying shit and uh, from everything you told me today and how you're not willing to work things out, and how you feel in general, you just don't want to be with me anymore. But, you know what, this is up and down. I mean, every couple days this is what happens with you. It's a roller coaster, and it's fucking torturing me, it's killing me. And maybe it's doing the same to you, but you don't' show it as well. And I pretty much need to know. Cause I'm seriously, I'm sure you can realize that I'm going through a hard time. You don't care, but you're probably aware of it. And I need to make a change in my life, big time. And obviously, I have to stay here. I thought I had you, but I don't have that. So, if I'm wrong, I'd really like you to call me or stop over or do something, like really impulsive, because you know what, I'm pretty much at the bottom of my barrel. And you know, I've had a lot of patience going back and forth like this, and continuing to chase after you. But you know what, Mark, so many times you chase after someone, you pretty much can't do it anymore. And I guess what you're telling me is, yes, you don't want this anymore. And I can respect that. But I need to leave, because this is just not working out for me here. And I thought that you and I were working out. And I don't have anything else here. And I'm not saying this for any other reason but the truth. I've talked to someone in Allentown, I have to get a job for a while. And I don't want to go, but I know that you don't care and that you don't want to be with me, and you treat me like shit. And that's why, silly me, silly me for making yet another phone call. What the hell am I doing? Man, there is seriously something wrong with me. Man, I gotta go. Bye.

Um, I would really like you to call me tonight. It's now 10:37 and there's not much time left and this night is fucked. And, uh, our relationship is fucked. Because you don't want to make it work. And, oh I know, it's fucked for a lot of other reasons, right? But, in any event, I have a ticket on hold for Friday to go back to Allentown. And I'm gonna tell my boss that I can't make it next week for this training because I have a family crisis. And, I, honestly I can't do this anymore, Mark. I'm not fucking around. I need to know that you care about me. And that this isn't just one of your valleys, and that you're gonna come apologizing in a day or two or maybe a couple days, and your'e going to be feeling bad and feeling like you miss me, and feeling sorry for everything. I love you and I need to know that you love me. I gotta get out of here. I can't stand it anymore. I don't want to be alone anymore. And if it's the risk of losing my job and losing everything, what do I got here: nothing. A fucking lease that I'm gonna have to break. I can't do it anymore. And I know you checked your messages, so please call me back. Please. I don't want to have to leave. But there's nothing here. And other words, I don't want to have to leave you. But you're not even fucking returning my phone calls. Please call me back.