Well, you know. I just don't understand how you could be so mean, but I guess if you could be this mean right now, you'll be even worse if we were ever to be married. And it's a good thing I'm learning this now. Cause you sure don't have any soft spot in your heart. You know what, unless it's your way. And I can honestly say, I don't hate a lot of people, but I hate you. Because, you know what, you've tortured me, and you've made me feel like shit, and you've said it verbally. You know I never professed to be perfect, Mark, but you know what I would never tell you that I don't want to be with you. I would never do things without you and run away and tell you I don't feel the same way anymore and I don't care. And you know what, you've pretty much done all. So I guess this is what you wanted. I guess, you wanted me to hate you, so you've made it pretty easy. And you were the one person that I had here that I really truly thought cared about me. But what I've learned recently is very [click to continue...]
Dear God, I'm just praying. Please. Please, be a friend to me. Please. I'm praying to God that you will. Please just be a friend to me. Why do you have to be so cruel? Why do you have to be so cruel to me? I don't know. I tried to do, to make this work out. I just wanted. I want you to be a friend to me and help me.
I'm going, I'm going to the hospital because [crying]. I'm going to the hospital, and you don't fucking care. You gotta fuckin' prove a point. And I hope you're fuckin' happy. I'm [click to continue...]
For a doing it. Please call me as soon as you get in and we're having a major raises the right place came so I'm addresses. We're supposed to be less. Thank you, center. I don't think I need to get a break. It's a perfectly Hi All, Now right, my wedding ring back. Call me. I can. I'm gonna try.
I just want to tell you. You know what, I'm fine. Don't worry about me. You obviously haven't been. So you go live your life. I'll be fine and I'm out of here in a big way. Like out of here. Okay? Goodbye.
Hi, Good Evening. It's T. J. We, uh we exchanged email about I don't know about week ago and I should've called you sooner, but I think I've been kinda crazy busy, so I was out now. I want to gimme a call. Anyhow, would love to chat. I won't be available until after 8 but would love to have you call me back or I'll call you back number is XXX-XXX-XXXX. Again, my name is TJ. Talk to you soon. Bye.
You know, you're making me go out of my mind. And I'm not kidding. I'm not kidding. I can't handle this like you can. I'm begging you as a human being to please call me back. Please call me back. Please call me back, I'm not doing well. Please call me back. You know, as a human being, please. As someone who once cared about me, can you please call me back. Please. Please.
Hey, Mark, you know. I just want to tell you. I've never been like this before. So I don't think it's all me. I think you're kind of helping it along. And I'm gonna call my mother soon. And I know she's sleeping and she's sick. And it's 11:23. And I'm gonna ask her to call you, because I keep telling you that you're gonna take care of me. And I don't want to do that. I don't have anybody else here. So can you please call me back. How can you be so cold to me. Even if we fight? I have told you I loved you more than anything. Anything in this world. And I just need a friend right now.
All I can say this is if you're out in a fuckin' bar when I went to your house, drove by you, you saw me and you just drove by me, and I called you to apologize and tell you how much you miss me. If you're at a fucking bar right now, I will never ever forgive you, ever. Because if you could be having a good time, then you know what, fuck you. Then you know what, you're right, then I need to move on. But I hope you know what you're doing. Cause I'm not fuckin' playing around anymore. You know, what do you think, the world is gonna fuckin' chase you forever, Mark? You know what, everyone is gonna chase you cause you're Mister Wonderful? Yeah, well you've got some flaws going on yourself, so you know what, when I call you and apologize and call you a million times to tell you how much you mean to me, that should mean something, but obviously it doesn't. So you fuckin' have a good time out at the fuckin' bars, but I tell you what: if you're there, don't ever fuckin' call me again.
Um, I would really like you to call me tonight. It's now 10:37 and there's not much time left and this night is fucked. And, uh, our relationship is fucked. Because you don't want to make it work. And, oh I know, it's fucked for a lot of other reasons, right? But, in any event, I have a ticket on hold for Friday to go back to Allentown. And I'm gonna tell my boss that I can't make it next week for this training because I have a family crisis. And, I, honestly I can't do this anymore, Mark. I'm not fucking around. I need to know that you care about me. And that this isn't just one of your valleys, and that you're gonna come apologizing in a day or two or maybe a couple days, and your'e going to be feeling bad and feeling like you miss me, and feeling sorry for everything. I love you and I need to know that you love me. I gotta get out of here. I can't stand it anymore. I don't want to be alone anymore. And if it's the risk of losing my job and losing everything, what do I got here: [click to continue...]
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